Monday, July 16, 2012

Good Morning!

Waking up next to her has got to be somewhere on the list for greatest things in the world...

Wanted to hop on and wish you all a morning as good as mine. I got to wake up next to the most beautiful girlfriend a guy could hope for. So really its all downhill from here... She had to go to work... so did I... and now the chaos begins around me even now as I type.

I have made my list of thing to do and now all I have to do is to do them... I want to stay productive and efficient for the sake of my work but I can't lie that I do find my mind wandering back to her again and again. I wonder how this happened again... so in love... but even more than ever and different somehow... deeper and more meaningful than ever before. Like we have connections that were only made for us. She fits in my arms like the missing piece to a beautiful puzzle I could never enjoy until now.

So my flaws boil to the surface as I adopt some introspect to begin to over analyze, worry, and rationalize my past mistakes and catalog them under "Lessons I only want to learn once." Still this seems different.. I didn't let this fall into my lap like in the past... I didn't just pursue someone who expressed a slight interest in me... I saw something *I* wanted for a change and followed my instincts. I have spent my whole life making decisions for someone else's best interests. Again different somehow... I believe the right ingredients exist here and this can stand to be the *right* and not the *right now* if I can only hang on to her.

I hope that if I am out of times to be correct in this lifetime this will be my crowning achievement because I love her and I intend to do everything in my power to make this the last time I fall in love.

To another day at the salt mine... Happy Monday!

~Michael

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